It’s like this, you’re in the room with a person you admire the most. You’ve acted and showed-off your mixed emotions. There were other people too. the point was, you were too scared, what if you are rejected, so to minimize such a risk, you started investing in the next room hoping that in some moment you will get noticed by your heroic and great deeds and once you have recognition, you are sure to get accepted.
And then the construction started, more rooms were built-up, how possibly you would earn respect in all of the rooms? you have your own desire too? Your own responsibilities were nothing, you are still busy hopping from room to room. One day you realized that the person is missing. Only to find that one room was closed with a “do not disturb sign”.